Friday, December 08, 2006

I know You are not pleased with me

I am spiraling downward. Is it all because of my wrong decisions? You've always been with me how come when things go wrong You wash Your hands clean of it?

My son, that's the only concern I have in my mind 24/7. The things that I do for him, for my husband, my family, are they not good enough in Your eyes? What am I doing wrong? We are not bad people. You know what's in my heart, my soul. You created me, but nowadays I feel like I am talking to nobody. I keep on praying. Sometimes, I feel frustrated and tired talking to somebody who won't respond.

1 comment:

Lisa said...

Sometimes listening to what is trying to be told to you is hard. It usually takes a quiet heart and mind but who has time for that when you're a mom! I hope you hear what is trying to be told you. The higher power is always communicating with us, its just a matter of listening in the right way or being truly open to hearing things maybe we don't want to. Keep trying! Good luck!