I have worked hard on this

I gave it all I've got. I just hope God blesses me....I don't know what else to do. I've tried before and just got so many rejections. Rejection means direction. God is telling me something. I know He will not forsake me. He takes care of the birds of the sky, what more a human like me. I lift it up to You.

"Now what if I choose the wrong thing to do?...so I need to talk to You, and ask You for your guidance, esp today, when my life seems so cloudy. Guide me until I'm sure. I will open up my heart to You. Show me how to do it Your way. Don't let me make the same mistakes over and over again. Thy will be done, thy will be the One to insure that it's carried out...."
From Yolanda Adam's Open My Heart.

I am scared out of my wits. I got to be aggressive though in this world. Without taking risks, I will gain nothing.